I feel like Brett Farve!

Ok so lets start out by saying the Save the Dates got here yesterday...WOW they turned out fantastic! Booked a DJ...(shout out to Colby Logan with Astounding Sound). Ok so most of my To Do list Emily (the wedding coordinator (shout out...Blessed Unions)) gave me to do is getting knocked out fast, most of my things to do for October are pretty much taken care of. I'm thinking I need to slow down a bit though or Adam wont have anything to help me with bc it will be all done by next week lol! Now on the other hand when it comes to my dress I'm not to sure. I picked one out put the deposit down to hold it and have an appointment to get my measurments and get the dress ordered for tommorrow. BUT! I'm not so sure about the dress anymore. The more I think about it the less I really want it. I't BEAUTIFUL and traditional but omg is it heavy! And mom is no help bc she gave me bridal magazines which had dresses in it that I loved to and so now I have another appointment tonight to continue looking for dresses to make sure the one I have picked out is the one I really want! At the same time my aunt and mom the the dress I "have". It really is pretty...uhhhhh see how this is a Brett Farve moment?